At my lowest

A • TTC #1 have had 2 MCs 1 in May & 1 in December 2014 praying to hold my Rainbow baby one day x
Really am at an all time low, AF 1 week late BFN AF has been playing tricks since 2nd MC in Dec but this month really thought I was pregnant :-( and to put icing on cake someone close has just made pregnancy announcement. At my wits end ttc x