Just lost my virginity

I just lost my virginity to my boyfriend who I've been with for only a month.

I feel soo wrong because its early. I'm 19 and just lost my treasure . I'm still in shock that i lost my virginity I'm soo use to saying I'm a virgin and proud of it. Now i just want to cry and say i feel dirty and wrong. I don't want to say i regretted it, but I'm ashamed in myself for letting it go. I wanted to keep it forever.

Why do i feel like this ? I can't even figure out why i am feeling this way.

I keep looking at myself in the mirror and asking why i did this to myself. How could i let myself down so easy an fast.

I got catch up in the moment i just wish i could have my virginity back 😢😢

Maybe i really wasn't ready to be a "Women"

Has anyone ever felt so emotional after losing their virginity! ?.💔

My boyfriend is trying to help me through this. He feels like it's his fault , but I'm the one who wanted it. 😩