Confused I guess?

Background: guy I liked ended up likening me and I figured out after he moved because we kept in touch. He was funny sweet and since he moved he looks really hot now. And we confessed about each other but never got together. As it turns out he’s a player. Broke my heart and I couldn’t trust a guy.

Recently a guy has had a crush on me but I don’t think I like him. Another thing is that I have such terrible social skills with guys. Along with hating the way I look and feel. I don’t know what to do to feel better