I feel so sad

my best friend who got married in January just told me shes pregnant I've been trying for 3 years and now need <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a>. When she got married she said she was guna wait for abit but she decided not to.. She wants to see me and tell me personally but I cannot face it. She knows I'm struggling to conceive for past 3years I am happy for her but should I avoid her.. Cus right now I dnt want to see her and is that normal to feel like this?