Second thoughts about birth control

So I’ve been on birth control for almost six years. Let’s just say it hasnt been pretty. I was on Depo for three years but the side effects were too much for me I lost my libido and felt depressed. However I wasn’t haven’t many periods which was kinda awesome. I switched to the pill three years ago and again, not the best experience. I get my period for weeks at a time. Recently I bled for two months straight and even went to the hospital because there was so much blood I thought something was wrong. I decided after so many years that my body needs a break. I’ve been off my pills for three months and I feel great! HOWEVER, I don’t like having sex with condoms because let’s be honest it just feels better without one and you all agree it’s true! Lol. So I’m kinda bummed 🙁 I don’t know what to do. I definitely don’t want to get pregnant but birth control isn’t for my body. And advice ladies?