Help , I'm terified of losing my baby !

***PLEASE Don't judge or comment anything negative . The day I found out I was pregnant , i was happier then ever , yet also scared as hell considering I've had 3 previous losses , 2 of them being late in the pregnancy . My previous losses and other life problems caused me to use more pills then ever to try and numb the pain and when that didn't work , I found myself on opiates . I hope people understand its never something I planned and it doesn't make anyone a bad person . I looked for help to quit throughout my pregnancy yet without insurance I couldn't find a doctor that wanted to take me . They said my pregnancy was (high risk) and that they didn't want to be responsible if anything were to happen to the baby and I. Fast foward to being 21 weeks pregnant with a baby girl and moving cities I finally find a doctor that takes me , treats my addiction with suboxones and I start putting my life back together for the sake of my daughter . I'm no longer using , and I'm doing everything from working 2 jobs , going to parenting classes , & drug classes and eating right . I'm TERRIFIED of having my baby and having her taken from me because her meconium (first poop) tested that she had opiates in her system before . She will not be born with withdraws and I would have been clean for the last half of pregnancy but I don't know if they might take her .If there are any nurses or ladies who have had an experience like this I would love the help . PLEASE no negative comments