Afraid to test. ..

Ryan • mommy to niko
Glow had my period week starting last week. I had bad reads in opks and the period date. Hanged to this week. I estimated Thursday af should have come. Glow said 6/8. Today is 6/9. Ive had terrible back pain. ... some nausea. Headaches. But im afraid to test... afraid of more disappointment as im ttc for over year.... any advice