Can't make up my mind

I don't know if i want another or not. I mean I love babies and I miss my pregnancy. I miss when my little one was younger.

But then If I think of having another I'm put of because of how hard it is now for me and the stress. My babies dad isnt around.

I'd like one with my partner but he already has 2 young ones..?

Forever gona be deciding 😹