back in December, once the doc told me I was healthy enough to try to carry this pregnancy to term, I dropped all my vices. dropped my caffeine to 200mg or under, quit drinking (I'm a lush) and quit smoking. it's been long enough that I've already detoxed but I still crave them. I tried the alcohol free wine, and that didn't hit the spot and honestly kinda made me angry. the smell of my favorite drinks make me want to cry cuz I miss them. every time I stress I still want to smoke. I have had my vices as stress relief for a decade or more and it's really hard to cope without them. I know that I'm holding out for the baby, but that only helps so much. anyone else still struggling? I've had to basically cut all contact with my friends. all my friends drink and smoke and none of them know I'm pregnant. please tell me I'm not alone.