You ever see those perfect friendships on shows, movies, social media etc. because you just don't have that

I have friends but it's not that cute like where you hang out all the time and are super close I had one friend like that but she's been annoying me lately and now i feel really alone because I'm someone who needs constant companionship I guess

Anyone else like this?

I kinda feel like this sounds dramatic and unnecessary but I've been kinda depressed lately