So my boyfriend woke me up this morning ...

So my boyfriend woke me up this morning by rubbing on my leg and butt. I knew where he was going with that. When I opened my eyes he smiled at me and asked if it was too early. I smiled back and said no. Things took off. Well he cums quickly but can keep right on going. But not this morning. It's happened before too. He tried getting himself hard again because he knew he had not finished me. And in all honesty I didn't want him rubbing on me or licking on me. Not at that moment. lol. So I got him back hard and we started back going. Only he didn't stay hard. He went soft again. He was pretty ticked and I think a little embarrassed too. He didn't say that but he kept apologizing and apologizing.I told him it was okay and we would try again later due to the fact that he had some things to do before work and then is working til around 6.

Anyway, yes it was okay because it happens. But it did make me feel like it was somewhat my fault. I couldn't stay wet for some reason and when he left out I went to clean up. I can't just go on with my day without washing up. I feel nasty.When washing up I realized that I was somewhat raw there. That's never happened before. I have never had any kind of discomfort when it comes to our private life.

What went wrong this morning? Was it me? I mean it's one thing that you can't stay wet and then to add to it that your man isn't staying hard for you ... Major self confident issues. It makes me self conscious!! Bad.