ADHD and struggling though pregnancy

I have been medicated for ADHD for almost 15 years and since I got pregnant I stopped taking it.

I’m 17 weeks 4 days right now and I have been REALLY STRUGGLING without it. I had to completely step down from my job I had recently gained a major promotion to and now am struggling with serious lack of motivation to work in general! My OB said I could take a low dose but it would make my pregnancy a high risk situation and I’m just not willing to do that.

It’s not only work I struggle with, it’s basic things too like keeping my room picked up, energy, motivation to get out of bed, going out, appointments, I just can’t get my shine back.

Is anyone else out there struggling to get a grip on their lives like I am!??

I’ll take any suggestions or tips I can get. Thank you

(Due date August 9, 2018...Previously on Vyvanse 60mgs 1 X daily)