Recently had two miscarriages this year.

Took a pt and I'm pregnant again.

Im scared and my bf is in the military. Hes leaving August and he doesnt want to stay together. He doesn't even know about the pregnancy yet.

If im able to carry the baby full term,I want to keep it. I dont believe is abortions. And I want my the father of my child to be with me, be with the baby. Stay as a family, but he doesnt do long distance.

I cant be with a guy like that. And I dont want my kid to grow up between households.

I also dont want to deprive my kid of a dad.

Weve been getting into so many fights, its making me not want to tell him

During the first two pregnancies he said hed pay for the kid but thats not the problem. I dont care about the money, I just want my kid to have his biological father there. I want him to care more.

Theres no talking to him and its pissing me off.

He deserves to know, my kid deserves to know who his father is and to see him, but I'm already stressing so much about him leaving idk what to do.