Best Friend

I miss having a best friend. Someone to talk too and hang out with. I have my fiance but he is my best friend in a different way. I miss having a girl best friend relationship. My best friend moved to a different state and have since drifted apart. I’ve tried talking about it but it seems she’s enjoying her new life where she lives and last time I told her how I felt it didn’t really go anywhere. I don’t go out to places often so it’s hard for me to make friends. I have a few friends at work but we’re not super close. I suck at being social and it sucks to think when I get married I won’t have anyone standing next to me that I truly want there.