32w/4d wanna kill everything...

Kayla • First time mom. Really excited. Have a loving boyfriend by my side.hopefully soon to be hubby. And a 3 year old step son

So today has just been one of those days where its like.. Why am I even here? Why am I still pregnant.

I'm not happy with anything. Everything I do SOMEONE compares it to someone or something else witch just pisses me off.

Yesterday day was good.

Found out my daughter is head down. But I can't have sex.. So I had sex last night and this morning I have a gush of fluid come out ( not my man) like I peed myself. Then I have to get up every 20 seconds to do something... Like pee or make my fat ass food..

I feel like I have no support coming from a certain someone that SHOULD be supporting me..

But of course that's probably just my fault to...

Ok rant over.