I've been having so many ups and downs, but just seeing her face like this makes me realize it's all worth it. It's just been hard realizing how little prepared I was and how heartbreaking certain things have been. My little princess is a month old today and I can't believe we have made it! I have struggled since my labor with various reasons on why breastfeeding couldn't work, to exclusively pumping, and then having my milk dry out at 3 weeks. Its really taken a toll on me mentally. I think have been dealing with ppd and am going to talk to my doctor during my next visit. I just want to be there for her in every way possible, including being stable. How do you ladies deal with these feelings? I know its not sunshine and rainbows every moment, but what do you do to get through those harder times? On a happier note we did take a Photo shoot in honor of her milestone so enjoy! I just absolutely love how these turned out!. I think I went little over board on the photos though haha ❤❤❤❤