help!

so me and my boyfriend have had a Rocky relationship for 2 yrs . he asked me to marry him he wants to have a baby I know he loyal 100% but he treats me like garbage wen we fight like name calling he gotten physical b4 wen drunk. Idk why is it he can love me supposedly and ask me to marry him 2 months ago and talk bout having kids rn and treat me like I'm no body but has respect for everyone else. he works 6 days a week. I wrk as well but he makes better money and pays most of bills. ans its almost like I owe him or something Idk what it is. I'm fruatrated n Idk what to do .. we fighting rn and have been for the last week. barely talking him jus going to sleep without saying anything. like Idk I'm jus fucking furious like why paint a pretty picture and the. act like I'm no one.wat do I do to say I love yu and want it to work but say I'm not yur fuckin child n need to respect me