TTC since February

Well for the past 3 days I have done a hpt and all of them said the same thing. BIG FAT NEGATIVE. I had a mc in January and now here it is June I am really starting to think that I will never be able to have a little bundle of joy. It really makes me mad when you see women on here say well I'm pregnant and they start talking like they don't want the baby or they just want to get a damn abortion so that way they don't have to take on the responsibility of raising a baby for the next 18 years. I know so many women out there that can not even get pregnant that would do anything to have a child of their own.