Jealousy

So my husband and I both really want kids. I'm studying for the bar exam and we just moved back to CA from MA (my home from his home). So we're trying to get situated job wise. Especially cause we want to be able to comfortably support our child/children. Which I know is the right thing to do but some days I just get so sad and jealous when I see everyone getting pregnant. Of course I'm absolutely thrilled for everyone and its definitely my own issue I'm just so ready. Hopefully things work out soon and we can truly get to trying!