am i weird ..

i see myself with just kids in the future, no significant other or nobody. people tell me i’m crazy but i’m being forreal. im with a guy for 3 years now. I don’t really feel happy at all to be honest. Im 23 still young but i would want kids only later by myself as a single parent. i grew up playing alone and being independent . Kids fulfill my heart and if i would have one , i wouldn’t want a significant other because my heart has been filled with love already. the point is i’m happy with just having kids alone than falling in love with someone and having to deal with them . do you think im being weird