I have no friends

Basically I’m 19 and literally have no friends and I always have been this way I suffer from extreme anxiety so it’s always been really hard for me to even speak at all never mind speak to actual people but I’m really lonely and never go out and it’s embarrassing bwvause I see everyone my age having fun snd going places together and I’m always stuck in my room alone wishing I had a better life. I was wondering if anyone else was like this at one point with no friends but then one day ended up with friends and if so how did you do it?? Where did you find them? I really need abit of hope I will have some friends eventually but I legit have no where of meeting any and even if I did get the opportunity I’m so quiet and shy no one wants to speak to me because they think I’m weird