Am I the Only One Who is Afraid to be Pregnant?

I literally have no health concerns that would qualify as a reasonable excuse to be afraid to be pregnant (and give birth).

My husband wants a baby....and then there’s me, the baby carrier who doesn’t think it possible to handle this so I say no. 😨

I honestly feel like I’m the only one who is afraid to grown a child inside of them.

Idk what it is.

I’m financially set, I’m in my twenty’s, married to my best friend, just terrified to carry a child and give birth.

I really don’t want to be though. I feel awfully horrible about myself for feeling like this when when I read about the many women on here who’d give anything to have a baby. 😔

Any thoughts ?