Am I selfish?

tabitha • All I ever imagine growing up was being a great wife and awesome mom!!!! I know one day my dream will come true!!! Never give up on ur dreams👪💞💋😘
So recently I got invited to a friend of mine baby shower I made up a excuse as to why I couldn't attend... its hard for me to go to baby showers even lil kids bday parties am I selfish for lying about why I couldn't attend da baby shower?😒