not feeling pregnant

Nicole • 20* mommy of 3* one 3 year old* an angel 👼* and expecting December 29th*

so im pregnant but my first ultrasound is april 6th i have this fear that i am not even pregnant like its a chemical pregnancy or somthing ( i need to stop reading fear stories lol) i have symptoms obviously but i dont know i just dont feel pregnant im having trouble getting excited cause everytime i do my mind tells me im not even pregnant its annoying and emotional anyways i just needed to get that off my chest