I don’t understand boys.

So I’m bisexual. My preference is girls but I go to school with many people who aren’t ok ok with my sexuality,I know I shouldn’t care . But until high school I will just stick to boys, but none of them will even look at me so I am really self conscious with how I look around my peers but all of the boys go for the skinny white girl with a nice sized chest and a decent ass long hair dress slightly to old for our age. I am 214 pounds almost 14 years old and because of this I have very little confidence and this of course doesn’t help with my anxiety and depression.

Advice please 😔