I honestly don’t understand the feeling I have right now! I want nthn more than to be a mother 🤰🏽but after seeing so many negative tests I’m just empty!! For the past two or three weeks my whole attitude has flipped upside down and I don’t understand why! I say things that at the time seem totally legit but once I think back on it it’s like dang I didn’t have to say that but oh well it is what it is. One min I’m happy and full of ❤️ and the next I’m furious with with tears in my eyes 😭😭😭 my poor husband is the best honestly for trying to keep me positive! I really can’t stop myself from going off and telling people how it is. Period this month was abnormal early and only lasted a few days, but I’m still having all the issues that come with the period like mood swings, feeling bloated, emotionally unstable, tender nips, back aches, and mild cramping but no freakin period!!! 🤬🤬🤬 yes I took a test a few days after it ended and it said just what I thought NEGATIVE!!! I’m all scatter brained and I feel anxious like I have to get ready BUT IM NOT GOING ANYWHERE 🤯🤯🤯 I just wanna be my normal nice goofy crazy self!!!