this may be a trigger warning just a heads up

💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜last year I was rapped... I wasn't drugged it anything I want over just to hang out as friends I never told anyone yesterday was the first tikme I talked about it and I told my boyfriend of 5 years I explained to him I didn't want it I didn't say no becuase I was so shocked as to what was happening that I was limp he was a close friend of mine before that but since then we haven't spoken do any of you have any tips as to what to do I don't think I realized how much talking about it would effect me.. also how do you stay focused on things that matter such as school work and family I don't want this to take me away from things I love thank you in advance