Worst week ever .

So, In the space of 10 days I lost a grandparent, had an abortion and then lost my husband👏🏽👏🏽 I hate leaving things on such bad terms, but for so long he’s mistreated me and just not cared, I’m so scared of the next few weeks and coming to terms with everything 😣 I feel like I have no one, my friends are not interested, my family don’t know about the abortion and have too much going on! Stressed isn’t the word🙃