Help am I pregnant 😫

I had my 7 Misscarriage on the 11th January and had my period but am now 7 days late I did a test it was positive and have since done 2 more both early morning and 2 days in between each other and there both negative, I’m getting all the symptoms and am late so don’t know what to think l. I’m worried I want it so bad I’m imagining seeing that faint line. Please any advice would be great I’m desperate for my rainbow baby xx