This is the first month...

My SO and I had agreed we both want to TTC and tonight was the second night to try in my fertile week...doctor gave us a schedule every other day this week...the first night which was Sunday was an epic fail...it was beyond awkward and he couldn’t stay hard...then I started giggling and it was a mess but toward the end we started kissing and getting heated he managed to get the job done but I wound up emotional and upset cuz it felt forced...we skipped Monday and done it tonight...it was a lot better than Sunday but still feels awkward that it’s “scheduled”. Any advice on how to make this feel a lot less awkward and like a chore and more like something exciting? We both want a baby but so stressed this week with other things goin on but we didn’t want to miss our fertile week!