Is anyone else suffering bad with anxiety?

I’ve never been so worrisome or scared/anxious until I became pregnant. It’s so hard not to worry about baby girl every time something abnormal happens. Doctors aren’t as concerned about everything I am conceded about , but being a FTM, I can’t help it.

23 weeks today, and I really just want time to hurry up.

I wanted a big family of four kids and this is my first, and it’s making me not want to try for anymore. 😩😩