My story..

I never really liked the idea of being pregnant or having to take care of a tiny human.. i thought that I wouldn’t make a very good mother and that i would fail..

I met this perfect guy, who happened to be older then me. He was 34 and i had just turned 22.

I fell in love.

About a year into the relationship we had a talk about our future together.. at that point i still hadn’t changed my thoughts about having children. And he was perfectly happy with that decision , as he already has a little boy, about 11, and didn’t want any more children either.

We took precautions to prevent getting pregnant, of course, but 3 years into our relationship, after a very sexy birthday weekend and almost 4 weeks later... I missed my period 😳.. work was stressful at the time and i thought, that’s probably why, and that it will come its just running late..

But after conversation with my SO, we decided its best to take a pregnancy test.

AND im pregnant... my first instinct was to cry, because I immediately was flooded with all different kinds of emotions... i was overcome with fear.. my SO told me that he loved me and that he was positive we could do this together. I, on the other hand, was totally skeptical.. but at about 4 months pregnant it had all set in and I was very much more determined and excited to be a new mom.

After she was born and i held her that first time, I instantly fell in love.. she has forever changed my life for the better. Shes 7 months old now, and i still fall more in love with her everyday. I look at her and just can’t believe I hadn’t wanted to have this experience. Its literally the best feeling in the world.. ❤️