Getting more and more anxious

I am 37 weeks and 1 day today, I am getting more and more anxious in wanting my baby to come out. For one I really want to meet him already. Two my husband leaves back to work when I should be 39 weeks and 6 days (which scares me as he has been there for both my previous births). Three My anxiousness has led me to look into natural induction (something I have never done as I always said baby will come out when ready mind you I have not tried anything to induce either just research). How do I go about all of this? I have no clue whether I’m dilated or not. Doctor won’t check till Wednesday. I have had same doctor for my previous pregnancies and I have never felt so uninformed about my pregnancy as I do with this one. I barely got an ultrasound last week after my last one was in November.