Already tired.

Six months into ttc and I’m kind of sick of trying. But at the same time I’m still very hopeful and still really want it but at the same time I dont. I know I want to be a mom, I really do. It’s mixed feelings and I hate it.

Has anybody else been like this. I think I only feel this way because we didn’t succeed this month either. I know it takes six month to a year to conceive. It just hard to stay hopeful when everyone else is becoming pregnant before you or easier than you.