Extreme squirter or am i weak???

All of my life I've had a pretty sensitive clit. Every time id masturbate I would try to push myself a little further to reach maximum orgasm but EVERY time i soak the towel and just stop. I learned what pleases me and so has my SO but I've only recently let him have at it with clitoral stimulation during sex... I trust him and know that he doesn't judge me but for the longest time I wouldn't even let him touch it because it was so sensitive and every time it felt like I was peeing..I literally couldn't take the pleasure!😵 Now I let him and things get messy but I end up having the best leg shaking orgasms😌💦💦💦Has anyone else had this problem or am I weird ?