OH MY GOD WHY

My insurance has been a NIGHTMARE since I found out I was pregnant.. I haven’t been able to see a doctor yet and I’m already 8 weeks, meaning I’m 3 appointments behind and should be getting my first ultrasound.. however I still have to do my confirmation appointment, then blood work at another appointment, and then I can have my ultrasound.. I am sooooo frustrated with this whole thing because I just want to see my baby but I have to do all this crazy run around stuff and self pay and it’s just a mess...