Need some help!!!

Chantel • 🩺 RN💍Married 8.4.12 💙2 Sons- 4.21.13 and 5.15.20 💔MC 10.2016

Ok ladies I am only 6 dpo tomorrow and am ALREADY having the urge to test. I know it will be a BFN- why do I do this to myself?? Give me some wise words to help in avoiding it please lol!