I thought the anxiety would get better...

So my baby shower is a week from Saturday and while I’m really excited to have 60+ friends and family coming to celebrate our little girl, it’s scaring the crap out of me. Something in my brain keeps saying that once we have everything ready for her, something will go terribly wrong. I can’t even enjoy my last trimester, because I’m constantly worried if I haven’t noticed movement due to busyness or whatnot. It’s almost to the point where I don’t want to work or do anything to cause any stress on her or cause issues. My pregnancy has been healthy and even at 30 weeks my BP is 110-120/40, so perfect for me. Any second or more time moms have advice? I just want my girl safe in my arms. 😩😭