completely discouraged RANT

34w 1D and baby is still breech and all I wanna do is cry. I'm trying my best and nothing is working. I've been on my yoga ball. I've did the spinning babies exercises I've scrubbed the floor on all fours. I'm obsessing over this and I just don't understand why everything has to be difficult. This pregnancy has been the toughest journey. I was in my first car accident and was thrown into preterm labor. Spent 3 days in the hospital on magnesium and got the steroid shots. Which was absolute hell... I'm trying to clean and get the house ready for LO but I'm on bed rest with no car to get anything done. This is my first pregnancy and there's so many complications. I just don't know why it has to be so damn difficult.