Needing Encouragement

I need some encouragement to keep going. I feel like giving up.

I remember when this whole journey started and I couldn't imagine why some women said they were read to give up. I thought maybe they just didn't want it as badly.

But tonight, I want to just give up.

I got my HSG results and my doctor wants me to remove both tubes and do IVF. IVF is already so expensive and then on top of that another surgery after I've already been through one previously for a cyst. Its all just too much and I haven't even started IVF yet.

I just want to know it's worth it and that I'm not putting my husband and I into debt for nothing.