Postpartum crazies??

Okay I’m 3 Weeks PP and I’ve been on three different meds for postpartum depression. First was Paxil because that’s what I used to take regularly. Then we tried Viibryd because the Paxil was making me feel numb and I personally can not stand not being able to feel some type of emotion. My insurance didn’t want to cover Viibryd so now I’m on Prozac. It seems to be working okay, I’ve never taken it before. But recently I’ve been feeling like I’m having a crisis. Now I normally always color/cut my hair when I feel like this so I have indeed colored my hair. But I’m still feeling..crazy(?)😅 like I’m having a real crisis over here and I don’t know what to do. I feel like Britney Spears when she shaved all her hair off. Like no joke. I have to have my husband hide my scissors because I feel like I’m just going to hack my hair off. I like to think of these feelings as postpartum crazies. Has anyone else had moments like this? It‘s legit driving me insane. I think I need to talk to my OB next time I see him if I keep feeling like this because I’m going to do something stupid, like shave all my har off, and then regret it. I already had a fragile mentality prior to getting pregnant. I had depression for a while and it was put on the back burner when I finally felt like I didn’t need my meds anymore. And now I’m dealing with PPD and this feeling like I’m going crazy 🤷🏻‍♀️