My doctor had been telling me my belly hasn't grown but babygirl was good and was at the time about 5-5.5pounds. My blood pressure had been between 140-161/90-99, dr never said much about it just said stay away from salt.

MONDAY@ 36 weeks & 5 days

i went in on monday, he hooked me up to the heartbeat and contraction machine & checked my cervix and said I was dilated to a 1/ a finger tip. He left out for about 10 mins, came back and said well lets try to have a baby this week. I'm going to induce you Wednesday morning at 8-8:30am and by Thursday morning you will have a baby but if your body acts right maybe even Wednesday night. I said ok.

WEDNESDAY @ 37 weeks

I had woke up at 6:33am, put the bags to the door, woke daddy up. We got ready finished cleaning up the things we had just messed up that night and putting clothes up and what not. 8:17am i got to the hospital got registered got up to my room, put my gown on and laid in the bed at about 8:30. 8:47 my doctor came in checked me and said still a finger tip so im gonna put this strip thing on my cervix to soften them and help me dilate a little. He told me not to get out of bed because the longer im down the more the strip would help, ok no problem. I laid in bed from 8:47am to 1:20pm just trying to rest and let the strip work, having range 8 contractions every 2 mins to having irregular range 5 contractions every 5-7 mins. Doctor came back in at 1:30pm checked my cervix and said ok your still a finger tip, and tells me the baby isn't liking the contractions I was having so to get ready for a C-section. My mom and family were talking to me trying to help me claim down and explaining addie would be here next time they seen me. I shock it off and said ok he's right. 5mins after the doctor left, the nurse came in with my boyfriends clothes to wear in the operating room, then the anesthesiologist came in and said he gonna start prepping everything for me in the back so we can have a baby. They wheeled me out as my family was telling me to keep calm and that they loved me and it will be over soon. I wiped my last tear as i was being pushed thru into the operating room, they pushed me onto a smaller bed and a lady said she was doing my epidural. I was always told you only feel a pinch at first and the rest you dont even know Is happening, bs, I felt her hit bones going in and pushing deeper with it. After a couple mins I went numb and they stretched me and I seen a peep of my feet from them turning me onto the new bed and my feet looked swollen ASF, like huge but I didnt say anything, they put a green sheet in front on my chest area and went to work. My boyfriend was rubbing my head as I was telling him to couldn't breathe and my chest was heavy. The lady beside him said its all apart of the epidural. It felt like hours had went by of me feeling like I was being pulled on and etc when I heard them say shes out @ 2:04pm, I began to say um why isn't she crying wtf is wrong, couple mins later she was crying, I whispered thank you god but then she went quiet again. My boyfriend then went over to her and she was crying again, I kept thanking god. My boyfriend and the baby then left and I was getting stapled up and started throwing up, I couldn't move so a nurse turned my head to the side put a small pan to my mouth and was sucking the throw up up with a sucker thing the dentist be having. It hurt so bad because I had nothing coming out due to my doctor telling me do not eat anything before you come, I finished being sick and thats when the doctor left . A older lady was putting blankets over me and said its over sweetie I just smiled, I got back to my room and went to sleep after i met my baby. Threw out the rest of the night my blood pressure kept rising and nothing they gave me was helping. 4am ish I started having a bad episode where my blood pressure was 201/191. My nurse called the nursery to come get my baby and my mom came in along with my grandma and boyfriend. I was shaking, everything I looked at was either jumping or shaking and it was very hot and my chest was extra heavy. They had to call my doctor in and he got here with in 10 mins if not less. He checked me and said give her some medicine that put me on a full liquid diet. Only thing I remember is waking up to everybody saying im ok and not to stress.

THURSDAY @ 1 day after birth

My nurse brings me my paper work to sign and everything and im signing and I see where it says hypertension and preeclampsia estimated about 3 weeks. I was mad. I cried. I felt like my doctor should have told me what exactly was going on instead of beating around the bush. My mom and grandma stopped him and asked about it and he said well I just didnt want to freak her out or anything but yes that's what this it thats why her body is acting this way with the blood pressure. My mom began to say "if she wouldn't have been rushed to emergency what exactly would have happened?" He says well The babys heart rate had dropped and also told them i was basically mins away from having a heart attack last night and if he wouldn't have got there when he did, it could have went alot worse but its all because of the preeclampsia and hypertension i was having for awhile. When my mom told me what he said and why I felt betrayed and lied to, you could have avoided this 3-4 weeks ago if i would have been told exactly what was starting. Honestly feel like i almost killed my daughter and the reason she so small is because mamas body started putting stress on her and I didn't even know it.

YESTERDAY night

The new night nurse came in and spoke and checked my cut and vagina and she found that I didnt have staples all the way thru my cut. Left end of the cut did not have a staple and had a blood clot in it and was forming more. She quickly told everyone who had a weak stomach to go out and who didnt to help keep me calm. She stripped me of my gown and found my pad had not been changed for several hours and the gown was covered in dried blood. Nobody noticed Because of me having the blanket over my lap. She cleaned the cut, got the blood clot out and put Sperry strips across the cut and extra to make sure it held together, put me a new pad and a new gown on, gave me some medicine in my IV and checked on me every hour on the hour asking if i was hurting, did i need anything, checking the cut and pad, just making me feel better. She also cleared me for solid food, My boyfriend then went to Zaxbys and got me a chicken finger plate and a Coke. He came back i ate Most of it and we sat and just watched our daughter sleep peacefully. I woke up at 2am and I just kissed my baby and prayed to god thanking him for giving me her in stuck health.

FRIDAY @ 2 days after birth

This morning I got up and walked to the bathroom, peed, cleaned myself and made my way back to my bed all by myself. That afternoon about 3:30ish my boyfriend and i walked the halls TWICE and i went to the bathroom all by myself for the rest of the evening. That night, my mom and dad helped me take a real shower. We all walked the halls one more time but this time my dad was rolling babygirl with us, so we kinda took a family stroll, lol.

SATURDAY @ 3 days after birth

my blood pressure now is between 143-157/83-95 is because of how much pain i am in due to my C-section and the one spot not having a staple and that im actually doing good with it. It is currently 7:36am, boyfriend is over on the pull out couch asleep, mom and dad went home and babygirl is in the nursery. Adalayah is perfect, she is healthy, passed all her test and is so precious. Hopefully we get to go home today 🙏. My warning in this is, If you feel something is wrong or seems off, be safe not sorry.

Adalayah Peyton Rose Wright

March 28th @ 2:04pm 5pds 5oz 17.5in

-Operating Room

-Friday evening