Possible miscarriage (!! TMI !!)

Yesterday was by far the worst day of my life. I woke up an I was bleeding, it wasn’t implantation bleeding it was bright red blood although not heavy and only on wiping went to the hosp who said there was nothing they could do I have to wait 4 days to find out if my baby has grown it’s wings. Absolutely heart broken my 2nd pregnancy and my 1st possible miscarriage. Deep down inside I know I’ve lost my baby . But I’m still clinging on to a tiny bit of hope that everything will be okay, this baby is so so wanted and was going to compleat my little family .💔 the bleeding hasn’t got worse or got better it’s just stayed the same. I’ve had a few clots but only tiny but then lastnight I had the biggest clot I’d see so far (picture attached), could this have been it? Is that my baby? Please help me I cannot cope. 4 days to wait for a scan feels like a life time 😞💔