Is it possible to re-fall in love?

Gina_Mum of 🧒👧👦👼👼🐕

Last night, hubby of four lovely years and soon to be father of my baby in Oct, showed me a side of him, in the past two years I had not seen. Mother in law and I were on Viber video talk and she’s talking about you know how I can re-gain self esteem confidence, belief in myself and during my pregnancy how to tell myself I can and I will, how to look at YouTube gospel songs and to sing for baby and look at pastors praying for people who are discouraged, think they can’t make it through pregnancy anti-psychotic med free. So she’s told me battery will die and I say bye and blow her a kiss. Hubby turns on our surround and he’s flicking through songs... he comes up with one of his favourite artists Lucky Dube and he goes song after song until he comes up with “Liquor Slave” and I love the irony of that song, he’s not a heavy drinker but maybe he’s had his ex really break his heart he was practically downing bottle after bottle at the time in his past, I love it when he sings this his emotions, his eyes, you can feel it in his heart... so I leap out of bed and I grab our microphone and our little stadium radio/ karaoke speaker and I say play it again and turn on his microphone for him... and then he sings it... and he does one called “back to my roots”... after I ask for my turn... you know “Redemption Song” Bob Marley that’s my theme, a song of freedom ( I’ve been through battles in my life with an abusive ex boyfriend, best friend used me for sex when I was 19 and I thought he’d loved me, I battled bipolar and depression and was sentenced to 5 years on an anti-psychotic destined for a child-less and zombie like life... and I’m free pregnant, sober and natural)... so I sing a few more... Take Me Home Jess Glynne etc although he didn’t like me making a deeper voice lol... then he tried one more Lucky Dube song and he’s belting out “Think about the Children”.... and mum n dad n my sis come in scotches/drinks in hand (we live upstairs from them by the way couldn’t afford our rental) can we join?... so then we find more songs by this time... we’ve put it on our big television big screen for ease of reading lyrics I belt out a country favourite “Paper Roses”... and then here we go... we get onto heavy stuff “Perfect Ed Sheehan”... Dad has an attempt half way through my sis (19) love and adore her and she loves her brother in law she does her rendition and there you go I had no idea her Alto voice can actually pull it off (I’m a soprano used to be in 3 choirs)... Hubby says I’m going to try... and he did really well went a bit fast I couldn’t help feeling like my wedding day again, like a new found love waved over me I found him sexier than when we were dating and he is a looker he is, I saw love in him he hadn’t shown in so long pure and true and honest. I felt emotions I hadn’t felt in two years of financial arguments n slamming doors, sleeping separate a week and you’re crazy!”... so we ended with a bit of “The Reason Callum Scott (My favourite, Dad had no idea of that song but he liked it”...) Couple of Duets “Elvis and Bette’s The Rose”... Dinner was ready so West (my hubby) and I start scrambling for one last song we come across “Said I loved you but I lied”... it was meant to have been our wedding song but people frowned on it so we changed it to James Morrison... and there you have it again... pure love and emotion coming back to us both as we sing and at times look at each other... I smiled for the first time in 3 months of pregnancy hormones, mood swings and possible signs of bipolar relapse... and I re-fell for him hook line and sinker then and there and felt a renewed hope and a joy... this is my husband I was waiting to c and had not seen in two years... and I held my belly and said, that is your father right there... as you know the night concludes with a bit of pillow talk and some good hard pregnant sex.. he he