This TWW is killing me!!!

Stephanie 8 dpo I peed on a stick!  Lol, I totally know better but that stick was burning a hole in my cabinet!  Shockingly, it was bfn!  😳😂. I have vowed to abstain from pee sticks until at least Monday!  Wish me luck...haha!  (35 TTC #1 with my hubs...we are on month 6). Praying this is our month!!!