Tired of pads

I’m so tired of wearing pads. I’m 4 Weeks PP and I just want to stop wearing pads and wear dark pants because honestly i don’t think I’m bleeding anymore but I do have the light brown and clear discharge happening. I hate pads. I feel so gross 😂 but I don’t want to make a mess everywhere with whatever is coming out of me 🤷🏻‍♀️ I should’ve taken some pads from my parents house when I was visiting because I only use tampons when I’m on my period and I don’t want to waste money on pads😂