Lady doctor

I know no one likes going to the gyno, it’s not exactly a walk in the park. But I really really would like to not go. I know that I have to and I know that I’m an adult trying to have a baby and I need to be responsible and go and see what’s wrong and what’s causing me so much pain but I have so much anxiety about going. I try to explain how bad it is to my husband, who means well but doesn’t understand, and it just doesn’t help. And like I said, I know I have to go and I just need to get used to it. But the first time I went was honestly one of the worst experiences I’ve ever had. It was just so awkward and painful and I just wanted to know if anyone else loathes the doctor like I do