Today I’ve woke up feeling sad. My first thought was that this is my last day of being a Mum. I have my first scan tomorrow and in my heart I feel it will be another missed miscarriage. I have no symptoms whatsoever. I can’t get my first scan from my last pregnancy out of my head. I was so excited and that first scan was the beginning of the end, a process that took a month to complete. I lost my tiny baby on the 6th of November at 9 weeks. I’m so scared that tomorrow this one will be taken away from me too.