Venting

Took a pregnancy test this morning and I was really hoping this would be the cycle with help of clomid and it was negative. I’m just so shattered. I feel depressed and just want to give up!

My husband and I have been trying for a year. We went to see the fertility specialist a couple months ago to start testing and everything came back normal. The doc suggested trying clomid. I get regular cycles and ovulate regularly and still no positives. I will be 35 on a couple months, I don’t know if I waited too long to try, but, I just feel so heartbroken every month I get my period!

I know God has his own timing but I don’t know how to get through this!