Trying to understand

My husband and I are currently trying to conceive. I recently went to the doctor for lower abdominal pains to find out I had a cyst on my lower right ovary that was hemorrhaging. They said it was normal but we have been trying for about six months now and I know it’s hard to not get down about it and I think people have tried way longer but it’s to hard not to be a little sad every time I see AF. I am 25 years old and was just wanting To know if I’m the only one who feels this way. I feel like I’m yearning to feel feet flutter in my tummy and for my husband to rub my belly and talk to the baby. Am I goofy or is it just hormones. I also feel extra motherly to EVERYONE!